those words accurately describes me, but you know what? it gets old. who wants to be that miserable? misery does loves company but only to those who are willing.
i have been in a dark place for a long time now. growing up for me was tough so my defense was to hide myself. built a very sturdy wall around me and stayed in the dark for years. the sad thing there was it locked me up and i can't seem to find my way out.
in an attempt to turn my life around, i will no longer be known with those words above.
well yes, i was the queen of procrastination. comes in handy when you need to wake up early in the morning, you know. delay for a few minutes, until eventually end up getting late. i don't want to be the queen anymore. i wanna be more disciplined and responsible.
being dull was safe for me, at least. darker colors was my favorite. probably because i stayed in the dark for too long. but now, no more. it's a wonderful world, you and me should be enjoying all its colors. i wanna be alive, vibrant and bold.
most importantly, i don't want to be the bearer of negativity anymore. negative vibes can drown all of your energy and suck you into a black hole of nothingness. positivity on the other hand can do wonders. to you and those around you. i shall say good bye to negativity, i will definitely not miss you.
photo from be happy
"but if i die tonite, at least i could say i did what i wanted to do. tell me how about you?"
from the song four minutes by madonna featuring justin timberlake
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